Control Issues

I have been reminded of many things this last week. Most of them are beyond words, but I am going to try. First and foremost, to anyone out there that is in the midst of a trial, don't give up! If our God is for you (and He is) then none can stand against you. That doesn't mean they won't try to take a stand, it simply means that the stand will fall...not you. Your God is holding you in His hands, He has your back and He wants you to succeed. In fact, your success is assured, when you let God take control. Woo Hoo, go God!
I also learned that no matter how alone I feel, I am truly never alone. And if I am feeling unloved, the world is lying to me. I am loved, treasured and blessed by God AND by many beautiful folks right here on planet earth. I have received gifts, hugs, words, and lots of love that have been a very real and needed peace to this part of our adoption story.
I have learned that God speaks to us through the people around us sometimes; words for the moment and words that speak volumes to the days (years) ahead!
And I was reminded, in the midst of feeling sorry for myself, wanting to quit, being angry and frustrated, that to not share the bad with the good was not being faithful and waiting on God's perfect timing. There I go, trying to take control back...and I know that never works...still try it every now and then.
So, what happens when you let God have the control?
Got an E-mail from my agency today. I am leaving for Russia by months end to meet my newest son!